13 November 2004

a crazy, joyful mystery

my life lately has been very crazy, i am not sure that will ever change, but the disturbing thing for me is that the important things have seemed to have slipped... i miss walks at night, now i just fall exhausted into bed... i miss cooking for my friends, now i am always at work... i miss enjoying the reading that i have to do for school, now i am only getting about half of it done and it is more of a chore than anything... i miss cuddles with my Mark, but our schedules never seem to mesh... it would make me sad, but i am too damn tired... that should make me angry, but again with the tired thing... so all i get is crazy... and tired... yet somehow i still manage to have moments of extreme joy... ah, lifes mysterys... or maybe... ha, cosmic jokes...

5 comments:

  1. We are very glad you found enough time in your busy schedule to post though punkin'. *grin*

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  2. We can kidnap you from work then do something really unactive such as watching a movie. During the movie you can cuddle up with Mark. See, we can get around this.


    Love you!

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  3. I love a good mystery - the butler did it.

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  4. 'kay, we want details now as to how your date was with Mark...

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  5. the date went quite well... and tessa and i are gettin hitched... oh, yeah, baby....

    kissy kissy

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